放手

终于我找到他了

我下去JB找他。。

可是却换来一句“我们分手吧”

我多么的痛心

在一起还没两个月竟得如此下场

我做错了什么吗？

为什么要这样对我

我不放手也不得了

分手的第四天，

是我们最终的故事，

留下的只有回忆。

分手是谁说没什么，

最难决定是于放手。

哭了好久好久

放不下他又能怎么办

看见他放回慧琦的照片

心中隐隐作痛

但是又有何用。。

最近爱上了几首歌

叮当-我爱上的 & 猜不透

F.I.R - 眷恋

Super Juinor - 明天之后 ( Blue Tomorrow )

虽然他没有很帅，可是却深深被他吸引着。。

只剩下照片来回忆。。

找不到

好几天了，

都找不到《他》

《他》 就是那个死阿狗a.k.a熊嘉辉= =

今天没去到学校

因为肚子不舒服= =

一直泻。。

一睡就睡到下午3点

真发觉自己很厉害睡觉

就给某某人说我是《睡猪》

哈哈。。

今天是我朋友生日--Jeeho

祝你生日快乐！！

（虽然知道你看不到= = 可是我也和你讲了哈哈）

然后今天的节目是。。

晚上半夜大概1点和朋友去喝茶= =

真是无趣～

明天早上要看《2012》

好期待！！

我等待已久的电影终于要上映了= =

唉。。

可是还是很多东西要烦

到底，我在他心里的位置是什么

对他来说我到底还重不重要？

可是我连要问个明白，也问不到

没上线，没上skype，没上gg，没开机。。

真的要逼我打去他家，还是要逼我下去johor jaya找他？！

好久没上来

最近都很平平无奇

在家也不懂在做什么

刚看完了一个电影叫《Paranormal Activity》

真的很不错～

是在述说着一个真是鬼经历然后他们把他录影下来 = =

至钢又去做工了

诗豪又去睡觉

那个臭熊又没有理我每天手机关机= =

我都sien掉。。

只好偶尔来这里写写东西

虽然知道没有人会来了@_@

因为是超级inactive的

哈哈。。

算了吧～

H1N1

我发觉最近有很多人都生病了，包括我自己

害怕自己真的中了H1N1= =

因为我是被我朋友传染的

H1N1的征兆都中得七七八八

上风，咳嗽，发烧，喉咙痛，头痛，发冷

我的妈呀。。还巧不巧，中到完。。

我的朋友今天终于去医院检查，

万一他有事，就代表我也有事了= =

刚刚他回来了有找我

告诉我惨了惨了怎么办

我就说，回得来就是代表没事咯= =

还真的吓我一跳，他和我说那间医院 "Columbia Asia"没的检查

wth ?他说不是每间都有设备检查

哇娘喂，要这样对我咩

然后他就说他去sunway pantai那间去检查

就这样去了。。。。

还真担心呢，担心他也担心自己

虽然现在我退烧了

可是不代表没有H1N1的风险。

还在想明天要不要去上课= =

可是再不去就不够attendance了～

怎末办～～怎末办啊～～

大家吃了东西上了厕所，做了什么肮脏的东西都好

记得洗手！！还要用肥皂的那种。

刚才看到了我朋友的blog放《终极三国》的搞笑video

我真的爱上了《终极三国》，超爱超爱～♥

最爱的还是脩-香～

口爱口爱～♥

明天就是我和我的宝贝的四个月纪念日呵呵。。

好开心和他度过了四个月了～

The feelings.

Last saturday i resigned my job,

i'm so relax now

and i'm going so well with my baby chenny =P

everything goes well..

what i want right now is, concentrate on my study

and live happily with my baby and friends

New Life, New Feelings.

p/s: choo ! i'm going genting with you this weekends xDD

Updated

i've been busy these days with works and now i'm start to study..

so don't have time to update the blog.

seriously, what thing makes me will come to update blog with this busy days ?

only when i'm moody.

i know that if i long time never update, no one will visit and i don't expect anyone will visit.

'cause no one know this blogger exclude some friends..

i'm so sad and moody and emo..

i'm crying and crying, don't know what to do

just keep telling myself don't think so much

i feel that my baby, doesn't care me anymore

i feel that i got neglected..

after he back from China, he stick with his friends,

going hh(perfect world),

and keep busy hh never talk with me..

i know i should give him some freedom but,

what i hope is, just spend a little time for only me and him.

i don't mind his friend join us but at least,

talk with me.

last night he never reply me and i ask him this morning he said

"Just dont wanna to talk."

but , did he think of my feelings?

i know he get Insomnia these days after he back from China, and also don't know why

but.. i really don't want to force him

friends tell me, just leave him alone, give him some time

i can do that but i'm sure i can't sleep those nights.

i can't stop thinking too much.

i just need someone to talk with, try not to think about it.

but no one..

a lot of friends ask me and tell me,

won't have any good endings for this relationship,

or he just make fun of me

or he never get serious with me

BUT

i trust him

because i love him..

i'll just.. give him some time..

yeah my baby going beijing ~

hehe i never sleep from last night until this morning 7am+

my baby on at 6am+ so i chat with him until he got to go

he told me that will going beijing today and can't online for 2 weeks

hope he got alot of fun at beijing !!

and enjoy with the tour =P

i woke up at 8pm today sleep for 12hours lol =.=

dam pigz..

but i'm going to genting with Sharon and her friends now ~

tataz.

FIRED !!

dam today is my bad day.

yesterday my boss' wife - Shanna said i haven't send her the report.

so i send to her.

after that she say the average usage of the month never do,

'cause i forgot already so i do it immediately.

and wanna send to her, but she never accept it,

so i tell her i'll send to my boss - Simon.

At night my boss pm me said " do again " but i don't know what i did wrong

both of them never reply me..

i pm them until 10pm almost 11pm they still never reply so i just go to sleep..

this morning i woke up and check but they never on , so i go out with my mom

and watch movie .

About 8pm+ Shanna call me and ask me where is the report,

i said i already send to Simon, but then she asked :" you should send it to the boss or send to the person who doing accounting ? "

i really don't know cause it is my 1st job,

1st time i working, don't know how it process.

after that she keep using emotional temper talk to me

ask me whether i worth to do this job or not,

and saying me the little job can't even done it,

still want to hire me for what,

she do it herself better

i'm so sad she scolding me like this.

after that the last sentences she said , " tomorrow you pass up the office key then you don't need to come anymore "

i was like WTF ?!

did she mean fired me ?

And then i can't calm anymore i cried and call Simon.

i said he already know what his wife is talking to me

he said yes and he will think about it

i told him the thing his wife said is right and i really did wrong, so i don't expect get back anything

i told him don't need to think and don't need to pay me the last month's salary,

and then i told him tomorrow i pass him the key and won't come anymore.

then i back home straightly with my mom..

When i reached home i cried alot,

and discuss with my mom how going to settle this.

after that Shanna call me, and ask me whether i want do again this job or not

then tell me alot of thing

but lastly i tell her i need time to think.

after that i go out with Sharon and ask her about comment on this

she said maybe i need to continue it to pay for my study ,

and if i quit like this will feel sorry to my boss,

yes my boss did help me alot,

but i think i will continue this job..

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_ baby you know i missed you.

Wallet is bleeding so badly !!

Today morning i went to my best friend house - Stephanie,
and going to segi college KL with her, for the registration .
( yea i'm going to study at there )

When we reach there at 12pm and settled up thing ,
then i spend rm250 for the registration.
After that we wait Stephanie's cousin - Theresa to come to the college..
after done all the thing, it is 3pm already..
Our stomach is "screamin" hahaha..
but we really very hungry .. while waiting Theresa to come.
So we go to times square by LRT to Hang Tuah and walk to there..
(dam hot man .. )

3 of us are sweating on that time.. and my legs is pain cause the shoes doesn't comfortable..
but i still can stand for it and we go to GSC cinema see whether got movie to watch or not.
When we reach there we saw a lot of people is Queue up for the tickets.. * Because it is Saturday *
Then we give up for waiting and find the Restaurant we wanna go to - Wendy's .

We reach Wendy's and order something to eat.
I ordered a Fillet fish burger. Theresa ordered a Chicken sensation * which is spicy * , and Stephanie ordered the 1/2 pound beef burger.
I told them i will treat them this time, 'cause they never bring alot of money to come out , they're poor now x.x
so this lunch costed me rm50 x.x almost dead
but i still okay with it cause 1st time treat them , as celebration of we joining Segi College xDD
when i tell Theresa that Chicken sensation is spicy * cause the listing board is writing spicy *
so she never want to eat, and i exchange with her o.o
but after i ate it i feel that not really spicy but taste good !
Stephanie open the cover of burger and saw that, that is beef =.= she was OH MY GOD !
cause she is pray for "guan yin", can't eat beef one.
so she talk in front of the beef , said :" sorry guan yin, i also don't know this burger is beef one "
so funny lol !
all of us feel that Wendy's burger is better than McD hmm...

after that we go to a shop that selling couple accessories ,
Theresa and I bought the handphone sticker,
it cost me rm25 x.x * dead again *
Handphone sticker

Then we going to find a Nail color is Dark purple one
we found it at Elianto, so i bought it
and i bought the base color of nail cause my fingernails slowly become yellow =.=
but i saw that BB cream so i bought the balm and the cream =.=
so total is rm99 *OMFG !!*
BB Balm, Dark purple nail color, Base coat, BB Cream

After this we walk the whole times square but they never buy anything and suggest to go Sungei Wang
( actually my legs is going to break, but it's okay ! i accompany them )
The way we going to sungei wang have some shop, then we saw one of the shop their bags are nice !
so we go in and search around whether got the better one.
it cost me rm40 !This bag got 2 side one ..

we reach there and keep looking for the shoes
and we wanna buy a bag for school too
Stephanie and I saw a pair of shoe is nice ! she can wear it but i can't =.= and don't have my size
'cause it is out of stock, the promoter there said that this shoes have a lot of people buy it
so maybe they will stock in again.. * next week i wanna go there and see *

then we went to 6th floor and searching around...
okay this time, my legs is going to break, haha..
i got no mood to give comment about their clothes lol..
so i tell them i go have a sit cause my legs is hurt
then they go away and walk around, i just sit and rest .

Wow today it's really a tired day,
after that i sit taxi went home =.= cause my leg can't walk anymore
i'm about to sleep hehe..
*long story today*

Night.

:+: Miss my baby so much :+:

Last Day.

It is the last day to chat with my baby.

i'll very miss him eventhough he is not by my side for 1 month

i'm going to record all the things in this 1 month..

Today i went out at 7pm going Mid Valley eat dinner with friends.

We sit until 10pm then just bill up and go back.

After we reach Kepong,

we go yamchar while waiting my another friend from Serdang come to Kepong.

but i'm sleepy already on that time x.x

*sigh* i have to keep myself awake,

and we go 2 times bakuteh, we are crazy !!

omg i'm so full..

lastly i get to home at 4am.

dam tired and i just finish my works,

going to sleep soon...

but write this before sleep.

i miss my baby so much =(

hope he have fun at China and enjoy it =)

my baby promised me will buy me a ring xD

i'm so happy..

the journey for 1 month is start .........

Baby love you so much .

Let you guys see some of picture of my baby =P

this is my baby but i took it on the screen while he opening webcam ><

it's abit bad quality lol..

will post up more pic of him soon =P

1st post =)

From seeing my friend's blogger

really make me want to write a blog when i'm boring.

Nowadays i got nothing to do,

even Perfect World only online to chat with my Baby-sadistic,

work and study =)

this is my life recently.

Okay let's introduce,

i'm christine lim, or you can call me christine / wawa,

most of the game friends called me wawa .

why i'll put the url name as fatpig ?

it's because my baby call me fatpig =(

dam.. lol

but i love this nick anyways.

There's 3 more days he is going to China for family trips about 1 month.

He's not able to contact with me everyday so i have to do my own things,

and wait for the 1 month =)

Anyway.. i know he will try his best to find something to contact with me while he at China.

Well, he is from US , yea United State.

he is a ABC - American Born Chinese.

Don't be suprise, i knew him from Perfect World.

Start from today i wanna spend all my time on blogger since my baby it's not here..

Really don't have anything to do.

After he came back from there i can just show him this blogger =)

all the things i did everyday .

and he could know, i'm missed him so much .