The feelings.

Last saturday i resigned my job,

i'm so relax now

and i'm going so well with my baby chenny =P

everything goes well..

what i want right now is, concentrate on my study

and live happily with my baby and friends

New Life, New Feelings.

p/s: choo ! i'm going genting with you this weekends xDD

Updated

i've been busy these days with works and now i'm start to study..

so don't have time to update the blog.

seriously, what thing makes me will come to update blog with this busy days ?

only when i'm moody.

i know that if i long time never update, no one will visit and i don't expect anyone will visit.

'cause no one know this blogger exclude some friends..

i'm so sad and moody and emo..

i'm crying and crying, don't know what to do

just keep telling myself don't think so much

i feel that my baby, doesn't care me anymore

i feel that i got neglected..

after he back from China, he stick with his friends,

going hh(perfect world),

and keep busy hh never talk with me..

i know i should give him some freedom but,

what i hope is, just spend a little time for only me and him.

i don't mind his friend join us but at least,

talk with me.

last night he never reply me and i ask him this morning he said

"Just dont wanna to talk."

but , did he think of my feelings?

i know he get Insomnia these days after he back from China, and also don't know why

but.. i really don't want to force him

friends tell me, just leave him alone, give him some time

i can do that but i'm sure i can't sleep those nights.

i can't stop thinking too much.

i just need someone to talk with, try not to think about it.

but no one..

a lot of friends ask me and tell me,

won't have any good endings for this relationship,

or he just make fun of me

or he never get serious with me

BUT

i trust him

because i love him..

i'll just.. give him some time..