Sweetest lifestyle~

破碎

2010-09-13T21:11:00.002+08:00

每次在这个时候，

都会有一些不愉快的事情发生，

比如和好朋友吵架，

男朋友的父母不喜欢我..........

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好朋友的脾气

真的让我好难顶

happy family 成员之一 - Theresa的生日

就这样被她毁了。。

对她很失望

她的脾气她的性格真的需要改一改

虽然我知道很难

可是身为她的好朋友

我有权利也有义务一定要把她调教好。。。

我是曾经很生气，很想不理她，

可是那么多年的朋友，

真的可以不理就不理吗？

她一直想不好的东西的性格

真的让我气死了。。

为什么总是要想些不好的东西。。。

想开一点

往好的方面想～身心都会愉快些

而不是时常在那边emo,在那边不开心.....

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原本打算明天下去关丹

可以开心的见到他

可惜，

刚才他告诉我。。

他父母叫我不要下去

原因是，

他妈妈不喜欢我

觉得我年纪大过他

又不给他拍拖。。。

可是他一句话却没说。。

也可以若无其事的继续玩他的完美。。

我真的很伤心，

我的心破碎了。。。

每次都遇到这种事。。

难道我大过他，就是一个问题？

就不可以在一起吗？

我会好好让他完成他的SPM

让他考到好成绩。。

我不会影响他。。。

可是，你却没有为我辩驳

我是你的女朋友。。。

难道你不能为了我，

对你父母说一些好的话吗？

你却没有。。。

还可以若无其事的继续玩完美

我在你心里，到底有多重要？

你一直说好像很在乎我这样。。

可是我看不到。。。

在乎游戏多过我吗？

你真的可以若无其事的继续去黄昏吗？

我呢？

我已经伤心得不知如何是好...

我不能再下去找你。。

我每次都怕打扰到你家人

可是都是你说应该可以没问题

我不要知道应该，我要知道一定，肯定。。。

现在就这样咯。。

你家人不喜欢我。。

我能说什么。。

我还能做什么。。。

我真的不知道了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

♥【期待，紧张，忙碌】♥

2010-08-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

♬♫期待♫♬

期待是因为明天将会是第一天我们要拍广告了。。

不知道当天会是怎样的一个情形

所以非常期待。。

人生第一次加入拍广告的部分

必须把自己的情绪放进去

还有僵硬的肢体。。。。

哇。。我知道拍广告不简单

可是真的很期待！

♬♫紧张♫♬

一样

是为了拍广告的东西而紧张。。

怕不知所措

怕耽误大家的时间

怕广告没办法完成。。

还有很多很多。。

因为我们都对拍广告一无所知

总之大家加油吧！^__________^

♬♫忙碌♫♬

忙碌是因为

突然有很多东西还没完成

拍广告。。

report。。。(虽然我的做了）

slideshow。。。

下个星期四又要presentation了！

还有Law的coursework也还没做

又还在想着下个星期五要不要找那个傻佬= =

最近又很缺钱突然有想做工的感觉。。

缺钱缺到钱包都穿洞了！

唉。。。

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傻佬。。

今天你第二次对我说：“我对你真的很失望”

其实我很不想听到你说这句话。。

因为会让我觉得好伤心

你还不是很了解我

不知道我的苦衷。。

不是告诉过你吗？

我需要的是时间哦。。

我很累了，

我无法那么快重新收拾自己的心情～

可是因为遇见你，

让重新找回自我的所需时间更加减少了～

虽然我不知道我们到底最后会否真的在一起

但是我相信会有那么一天

我相信我们之间的缘分

从我第一次知道你是Baby无缺之后

知道你后来没玩那个号

又在重新遇见你的时候

是一种缘分吗？

明明不会再相遇

却又再次重逢

我能说这个世界真的很小吗？

今天我的确很想念你。。

不知道为什么。。

我也很想见你

很想抱着你。。

我尽量会和妈妈说，我也会打给你妈妈问。。

我会尽力去做任何事情=)

你说，

双鱼座只懂得付出，

但是，

我也是一个只为别人着想多过为自己着想的人哦。。

我可以为了一个人做任何事情。。

只要是我能力范围之内。。

我不敢现在说爱你，

因为到我说爱你的时候，

就是对的时机=)

希望你真的明白我要述说的东西。

【愿意付出一切的傻婆】

٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ 啦啦啦

2010-08-17T17:20:00.000+08:00

今天的心情还蛮愉快的

刚喝完一碗妈妈煲的汤

好久好久都没喝了～

因为近年来妈妈都很少煮饭煲汤了。。

每次都是买回来打包回来。。

吃到都不知道要吃些什么～

有时候会很羡慕那些每晚家里都有煮饭的人～

家里煮的饭是最温馨最可口的了～

呵呵。。。

还记得小时候也是这样～

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最近又要开始忙了

因为有很多功课需要完成

虽然剩下一个coursework (我也不是很会做的)

可是那个不要理先= =

最重要是忙着拍广告和弄广告的事情

现在要找抒情音乐！

我以为很容易找，但是竟不是我所想象的那样=____=

不过我会加油的呵呵。。

我发觉到双鱼座的他很喜欢虚拟一些事情来让我吃醋= =

可是每一次我都踢爆他拆穿他哈哈哈～

他可能觉得我很无趣= =

我是不是应该偶尔配合一下他？

让他有种成就感的感觉哈哈哈～

还是我要偶尔爹一下他呢～

让他爽一下也好哈哈

因为说摩羯座的人很无趣= =

我看我偶尔要搞一些情趣让他开心一下 =P

【渐渐对他越来越有感觉的傻婆】

恐慌

2010-08-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

突然转变的表情

突然转变的语气

让我好害怕。。

怕是发生了什么事？

为什么突然变了。。

是我想太多？

还是什么都没事。。

不管是怎样。。

你这样做会让我好害怕好害怕。。。

我会想很多。。担心这个担心那个。。

我很怕。。你知道吗？

我不知所措。。。

我恐慌。。。

我不能失去你。。。。

要哭了。。。

就是不能失去你。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

〓〓重点

2010-08-16T16:51:00.000+08:00

那个死傻佬..

知道我在期待着他写新的blog,

可是偏偏写了,

重点还是没有写到..

写了等于没有写..

真的又生气又无奈!

他知道我会生气所以我就不要生气算了= =

所以我在----- 囧无奈中.....

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今天依然没有去上课..

不知道为什么没去,

早上闹钟响了,

也迟了,

还是坚持不要起来..

是不是因为心里还没有平复起来

还是只是懒惰...

我也不知道~

加油吧我..

幸好有傻佬陪我~

所以我一直都没想到任何伤心的事情~

即使再伤心,事情都已经发生了..

日子还是要过~

朋友说我需要朋友的支持

也谢谢你们的支持,

可是最后那关还是在我这儿~

希望我可以从伤心中走出来

朋友为我加油,我也要为自己加油!

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傻佬,

我不要写你的东西了= =

谁叫你没有写重点!!

重点重点重点我要重点啊~~~

都没有写到 T_____________T呜呜呜

还是不要鸟你好了= =

【默默为傻佬加油的傻婆】

我♥你

2010-08-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

突然很有心情再写多一篇～

虽然也不是写什么重要的东西

但是我听到一首歌我很喜欢～

我觉得很甜蜜很像我所要述说的东西～

就是----------------------------------

歌曲：我喜欢，不我爱
歌手：严爵
所属专辑：谢谢你的美好
作词：严爵作曲：严爵

我喜欢你的眼看着我的眼
我喜欢你的脸贴着我的脸

我喜欢你的手牵着我的手
我喜欢你的口吻着我的口
时间在改变你不要改变

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去

时间在改变你不要改变

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去

因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去
因为我很爱你不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你真的是很爱你所以想
就这样继续爱下去

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好甜蜜的一首歌～
就好像我♥你~

★2010年的第一篇文章★

2010-08-14T18:27:00.000+08:00

不写不写白不写～

虽然这个blog荒废了有8-9个月了

可是因为某个傻佬有玩blog～

而且还时常注意我的Blog不懂做什么==

所以打算写一些东西让他看了又觉得无聊的文章= =

近几个月我都还是读书

因为上个学期的成绩进步了，

让我的总平均的成绩也跟着进步了～

让我好开心哦～

所以现在还是要继续努力！

拼3.0以上！

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最近发生了真多事情

前几天英文版的一个好朋友去世了

因为车祸。。

真的好难接受，无法接受这个事实。。

但是人总会遇到这种事。。

所以必须去接受。

我已经算很好了，因为我和他好久没联络了

反而那些昨晚还和他说话的人

第二天得知他去世，

他们会更伤心吧。。

之后我也和男朋友分手了～

原因就不说了。。

反正我的爱情路就是那么坎坷哈哈～

之后又得知一个原以为可以付托终身的人原来早已有女朋友

还欺骗了我和他的女朋友

真可恶！

又生气又伤心。。

可是现在总算松了一口气了～

要重拾心情，好好的站起来^^

然而在我那么低潮期的时候

有一个白痴老虎陪我度过每一天～

真的要大感谢他～

他没有怎么样去安慰我

可是他却每天让我过得开心

让我暂时忘记掉不开心的事

希望我真的能完全忘记那些不开心的事^^

我知道我可以的。。。

除此之外，

我真的觉得很荣幸有一个朋友和我做了一个约定

他说：“如果你能在一个星期后，找回真正的自己，我也会在一个星期后完全戒烟”

我知道他的肺开始痛了，

所以我不想看到他再辛苦下去，

戒烟也是为他好的～只是他吸烟也有6年了，

要戒的确有点难度。。

又不想看到他辛苦～

但是他说他愿意为了再看到我重新开心的笑而戒烟。。

有小感动哦～今天已经是第二天了～

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到底双鱼座的人，会是一个怎样的人？

因为我很少有双鱼座的朋友

也没有双鱼座的情侣

所以不是很了解。。。

可是却发现，还真的很浪漫呢。。

我记得我第一个游戏老公也是双鱼座～

我们也维持了1年多～

还要在半年后才发生了第一次吵架哈哈。。

双鱼座应该蛮不错吧～

我也发现到我爸爸也是双鱼座的^^

他们做的和心里想都很不一致。。。

口硬心软的那种～

我会继续去研究双鱼座的人的～

哈哈。。

放手

2009-11-17T16:45:00.000+08:00

终于我找到他了

我下去JB找他。。

可是却换来一句“我们分手吧”

我多么的痛心

在一起还没两个月竟得如此下场

我做错了什么吗？

为什么要这样对我

我不放手也不得了

分手的第四天，

是我们最终的故事，

留下的只有回忆。

分手是谁说没什么，

最难决定是于放手。

哭了好久好久

放不下他又能怎么办

看见他放回慧琦的照片

心中隐隐作痛

但是又有何用。。

找不到

2009-11-12T17:36:00.001+08:00

好几天了，

都找不到《他》

《他》就是那个死阿狗a.k.a熊嘉辉= =

今天没去到学校

因为肚子不舒服= =

一直泻。。

一睡就睡到下午3点

真发觉自己很厉害睡觉

就给某某人说我是《睡猪》

哈哈。。

今天是我朋友生日--Jeeho

祝你生日快乐！！

（虽然知道你看不到= = 可是我也和你讲了哈哈）

然后今天的节目是。。

晚上半夜大概1点和朋友去喝茶= =

真是无趣～

明天早上要看《2012》

好期待！！

我等待已久的电影终于要上映了= =

唉。。

可是还是很多东西要烦

到底，我在他心里的位置是什么

对他来说我到底还重不重要？

可是我连要问个明白，也问不到

没上线，没上skype，没上gg，没开机。。

真的要逼我打去他家，还是要逼我下去johor jaya找他？！

好久没上来

2009-11-10T18:21:00.000+08:00

最近都很平平无奇

在家也不懂在做什么

刚看完了一个电影叫《Paranormal Activity》

真的很不错～

是在述说着一个真是鬼经历然后他们把他录影下来 = =

至钢又去做工了

诗豪又去睡觉

那个臭熊又没有理我每天手机关机= =

我都sien掉。。

只好偶尔来这里写写东西

虽然知道没有人会来了@_@

因为是超级inactive的

哈哈。。

算了吧～

H1N1

2009-08-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

我发觉最近有很多人都生病了，包括我自己

害怕自己真的中了H1N1= =

因为我是被我朋友传染的

H1N1的征兆都中得七七八八

上风，咳嗽，发烧，喉咙痛，头痛，发冷

我的妈呀。。还巧不巧，中到完。。

我的朋友今天终于去医院检查，

万一他有事，就代表我也有事了= =

刚刚他回来了有找我

告诉我惨了惨了怎么办

我就说，回得来就是代表没事咯= =

还真的吓我一跳，他和我说那间医院 "Columbia Asia"没的检查

wth ?他说不是每间都有设备检查

哇娘喂，要这样对我咩

然后他就说他去sunway pantai那间去检查

就这样去了。。。。

还真担心呢，担心他也担心自己

虽然现在我退烧了

可是不代表没有H1N1的风险。

还在想明天要不要去上课= =

可是再不去就不够attendance了～

怎末办～～怎末办啊～～

大家吃了东西上了厕所，做了什么肮脏的东西都好

记得洗手！！还要用肥皂的那种。

刚才看到了我朋友的blog放《终极三国》的搞笑video

我真的爱上了《终极三国》，超爱超爱～♥

最爱的还是脩-香～

口爱口爱～♥

明天就是我和我的宝贝的四个月纪念日呵呵。。

好开心和他度过了四个月了～

The feelings.

2009-07-20T22:31:00.000+08:00

Last saturday i resigned my job,

i'm so relax now

and i'm going so well with my baby chenny =P

everything goes well..

what i want right now is, concentrate on my study

and live happily with my baby and friends

New Life, New Feelings.

p/s: choo ! i'm going genting with you this weekends xDD

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2009-07-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

i've been busy these days with works and now i'm start to study..

so don't have time to update the blog.

seriously, what thing makes me will come to update blog with this busy days ?

only when i'm moody.

i know that if i long time never update, no one will visit and i don't expect anyone will visit.

'cause no one know this blogger exclude some friends..

i'm so sad and moody and emo..

i'm crying and crying, don't know what to do

just keep telling myself don't think so much

i feel that my baby, doesn't care me anymore

i feel that i got neglected..

after he back from China, he stick with his friends,

going hh(perfect world),

and keep busy hh never talk with me..

i know i should give him some freedom but,

what i hope is, just spend a little time for only me and him.

i don't mind his friend join us but at least,

talk with me.

last night he never reply me and i ask him this morning he said

"Just dont wanna to talk."

but , did he think of my feelings?

i know he get Insomnia these days after he back from China, and also don't know why

but.. i really don't want to force him

friends tell me, just leave him alone, give him some time

i can do that but i'm sure i can't sleep those nights.

i can't stop thinking too much.

i just need someone to talk with, try not to think about it.

but no one..

a lot of friends ask me and tell me,

won't have any good endings for this relationship,

or he just make fun of me

or he never get serious with me

BUT

i trust him

because i love him..

i'll just.. give him some time..

yeah my baby going beijing ~

2009-06-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

hehe i never sleep from last night until this morning 7am+

my baby on at 6am+ so i chat with him until he got to go

he told me that will going beijing today and can't online for 2 weeks

hope he got alot of fun at beijing !!

and enjoy with the tour =P

i woke up at 8pm today sleep for 12hours lol =.=

dam pigz..

but i'm going to genting with Sharon and her friends now ~

tataz.

FIRED !!

2009-06-05T02:47:00.000+08:00

dam today is my bad day.

yesterday my boss' wife - Shanna said i haven't send her the report.

so i send to her.

after that she say the average usage of the month never do,

'cause i forgot already so i do it immediately.

and wanna send to her, but she never accept it,

so i tell her i'll send to my boss - Simon.

At night my boss pm me said " do again " but i don't know what i did wrong

both of them never reply me..

i pm them until 10pm almost 11pm they still never reply so i just go to sleep..

this morning i woke up and check but they never on , so i go out with my mom

and watch movie .

About 8pm+ Shanna call me and ask me where is the report,

i said i already send to Simon, but then she asked :" you should send it to the boss or send to the person who doing accounting ? "

i really don't know cause it is my 1st job,

1st time i working, don't know how it process.

after that she keep using emotional temper talk to me

ask me whether i worth to do this job or not,

and saying me the little job can't even done it,

still want to hire me for what,

she do it herself better

i'm so sad she scolding me like this.

after that the last sentences she said , " tomorrow you pass up the office key then you don't need to come anymore "

i was like WTF ?!

did she mean fired me ?

And then i can't calm anymore i cried and call Simon.

i said he already know what his wife is talking to me

he said yes and he will think about it

i told him the thing his wife said is right and i really did wrong, so i don't expect get back anything

i told him don't need to think and don't need to pay me the last month's salary,

and then i told him tomorrow i pass him the key and won't come anymore.

then i back home straightly with my mom..

When i reached home i cried alot,

and discuss with my mom how going to settle this.

after that Shanna call me, and ask me whether i want do again this job or not

then tell me alot of thing

but lastly i tell her i need time to think.

after that i go out with Sharon and ask her about comment on this

she said maybe i need to continue it to pay for my study ,

and if i quit like this will feel sorry to my boss,

yes my boss did help me alot,

but i think i will continue this job..

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_ baby you know i missed you.

Wallet is bleeding so badly !!

2009-05-31T01:24:00.001+08:00

Today morning i went to my best friend house - Stephanie,
and going to segi college KL with her, for the registration .
( yea i'm going to study at there )

When we reach there at 12pm and settled up thing ,
then i spend rm250 for the registration.
After that we wait Stephanie's cousin - Theresa to come to the college..
after done all the thing, it is 3pm already..
Our stomach is "screamin" hahaha..
but we really very hungry .. while waiting Theresa to come.
So we go to times square by LRT to Hang Tuah and walk to there..
(dam hot man .. )

3 of us are sweating on that time.. and my legs is pain cause the shoes doesn't comfortable..
but i still can stand for it and we go to GSC cinema see whether got movie to watch or not.
When we reach there we saw a lot of people is Queue up for the tickets.. * Because it is Saturday *
Then we give up for waiting and find the Restaurant we wanna go to - Wendy's .

We reach Wendy's and order something to eat.
I ordered a Fillet fish burger. Theresa ordered a Chicken sensation * which is spicy * , and Stephanie ordered the 1/2 pound beef burger.
I told them i will treat them this time, 'cause they never bring alot of money to come out , they're poor now x.x
so this lunch costed me rm50 x.x almost dead
but i still okay with it cause 1st time treat them , as celebration of we joining Segi College xDD
when i tell Theresa that Chicken sensation is spicy * cause the listing board is writing spicy *
so she never want to eat, and i exchange with her o.o
but after i ate it i feel that not really spicy but taste good !
Stephanie open the cover of burger and saw that, that is beef =.= she was OH MY GOD !
cause she is pray for "guan yin", can't eat beef one.
so she talk in front of the beef , said :" sorry guan yin, i also don't know this burger is beef one "
so funny lol !
all of us feel that Wendy's burger is better than McD hmm...

after that we go to a shop that selling couple accessories ,
Theresa and I bought the handphone sticker,
it cost me rm25 x.x * dead again *
Handphone sticker

Then we going to find a Nail color is Dark purple one
we found it at Elianto, so i bought it
and i bought the base color of nail cause my fingernails slowly become yellow =.=
but i saw that BB cream so i bought the balm and the cream =.=
so total is rm99 *OMFG !!*
BB Balm, Dark purple nail color, Base coat, BB Cream

After this we walk the whole times square but they never buy anything and suggest to go Sungei Wang
( actually my legs is going to break, but it's okay ! i accompany them )
The way we going to sungei wang have some shop, then we saw one of the shop their bags are nice !
so we go in and search around whether got the better one.
it cost me rm40 !This bag got 2 side one ..

we reach there and keep looking for the shoes
and we wanna buy a bag for school too
Stephanie and I saw a pair of shoe is nice ! she can wear it but i can't =.= and don't have my size
'cause it is out of stock, the promoter there said that this shoes have a lot of people buy it
so maybe they will stock in again.. * next week i wanna go there and see *

then we went to 6th floor and searching around...
okay this time, my legs is going to break, haha..
i got no mood to give comment about their clothes lol..
so i tell them i go have a sit cause my legs is hurt
then they go away and walk around, i just sit and rest .

Wow today it's really a tired day,
after that i sit taxi went home =.= cause my leg can't walk anymore
i'm about to sleep hehe..
*long story today*

Night.

:+: Miss my baby so much :+:

Last Day.

2009-05-24T04:36:00.000+08:00

It is the last day to chat with my baby.

i'll very miss him eventhough he is not by my side for 1 month

i'm going to record all the things in this 1 month..

Today i went out at 7pm going Mid Valley eat dinner with friends.

We sit until 10pm then just bill up and go back.

After we reach Kepong,

we go yamchar while waiting my another friend from Serdang come to Kepong.

but i'm sleepy already on that time x.x

*sigh* i have to keep myself awake,

and we go 2 times bakuteh, we are crazy !!

omg i'm so full..

lastly i get to home at 4am.

dam tired and i just finish my works,

going to sleep soon...

but write this before sleep.

i miss my baby so much =(

hope he have fun at China and enjoy it =)

my baby promised me will buy me a ring xD

i'm so happy..

the journey for 1 month is start .........

Baby love you so much .

Let you guys see some of picture of my baby =P

this is my baby but i took it on the screen while he opening webcam ><

it's abit bad quality lol..

will post up more pic of him soon =P

1st post =)

2009-05-23T00:46:00.000+08:00

From seeing my friend's blogger

really make me want to write a blog when i'm boring.

Nowadays i got nothing to do,

even Perfect World only online to chat with my Baby-sadistic,

work and study =)

this is my life recently.

Okay let's introduce,

i'm christine lim, or you can call me christine / wawa,

most of the game friends called me wawa .

why i'll put the url name as fatpig ?

it's because my baby call me fatpig =(

dam.. lol

but i love this nick anyways.

There's 3 more days he is going to China for family trips about 1 month.

He's not able to contact with me everyday so i have to do my own things,

and wait for the 1 month =)

Anyway.. i know he will try his best to find something to contact with me while he at China.

Well, he is from US , yea United State.

he is a ABC - American Born Chinese.

Don't be suprise, i knew him from Perfect World.

Start from today i wanna spend all my time on blogger since my baby it's not here..

Really don't have anything to do.

After he came back from there i can just show him this blogger =)

all the things i did everyday .

and he could know, i'm missed him so much .